Don't say things the Bible doesn't say.
Say that to yourself.
It has completely ruined your credibility and puts an ugly stain on your witness as an alleged Christian. We don't need people like you attaching the word "Christian" to themselves then going around committing sin
If you don't like it then you can lump it!
Have some humility, integrity,
Words you should try living by.
and be a man and own it. You should begin with a public apology and repentance.
For what?