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I have no wish to minimize your experience of him, but your experience of everything prior to this exercise you have found so precious, is YOUR experience, and not the same as that of anyone else. Not all of those of us who are antagonistic toward certain other people are antagonistic toward the denomination they hale from, nor even, necessarily, the doctrines they hold. Some of us recognize, and love, those who love God, regardless of where they stand on doctrine.So I know what I am saying goes against the flow and it may seem wrong or even unbliblcal but the thing is I actually get results that is why I know I am on the right path.
you can study the bible all you want but what is your resolve to know the truth?
I speak these things because I found the truth I found the reality of who we are in Christ I reached a level with him where is real and here to the pint that I kid you not I call him my roomate he resides with me he visits often he manifests in my room and he teaches me all kinds of amazing things.
Not because of anything that I did except for the fact that I was sick of playing Christian I was sick of all this division and confusion I wanted the real thing I refused to accept anything but what he says the truth is.
What you have described, to me sounds much like things I have heard from others, though yours is quite a bit more introspective or analytical of the "method". Others don't think of it as a method at all, but just love to pursue Christ, and spend huge amounts of time in reading and prayer.
To others, they don't even think of it in terms of prayer, but that their lives are one long prayer with short interruptions; when they read Scripture, they ARE praying, begging for understanding, asking for wisdom, praising him for his beauty and his heart, and so on.
There is a huge difference between purposely blanking your mind and thinking you are 'getting Christ' when your eyes are turned backwards in your head, compared to reading out of hunger for truth and out of a love for Christ that listens to him. My very favorite times in the Word come from reading whole books at a sitting. I've found God's same heart in all the 66 books, and in no others. I see parallels of passages that don't show up in any of the cross-references I have studied. One thing makes me think of another, and so on, and I see it all hangs together —in fact, that is in large part how I came to believe in things that I later found out were essentially Reformed Doctrine.