Are there many here who do not like or accept Calvinism? For those who do not: Do you think it is a Christian system? If not, what is suggested for the Calvinist who thinks he’s Christian?
When I was converted to Christianity, it was into an independent fundamentalist Baptist kind of church. They were KJV-Only, vehemently opposed to Calvinism, and held to young-earth creationism. (Curiously, I am none of those things now, and yet my faith in God is more mature and stronger than ever—which should be impossible, according to them.)
Since we strongly believed that Calvinism was a diabolic heresy, literally from the pit of hell, obviously we thought that Calvinism was not a Christian system. It was, in fact, anti-Christ and an existential threat. The only thing one could suggest for Calvinists was humble repentance, to surrender human logic and intellectualism at the cross of Christ, to follow Christ instead of mere men—especially men as wicked as John Calvin, the guy who burned Michael Servetus at the stake for the sin of disagreeing with him.
Or is it the other way around and the anti-Calvinist’s are wrong?
Obviously, somewhere along the way I became convinced that the anti-Calvinists were wrong. Just about everything they said about Calvinism was either a misrepresentation or simply false. That was an uncomfortable discovery. I had befriended someone who was a Calvinist and my views began to change when he challenged me on the sovereignty of God. When I discovered that my church had been wrong about Calvinism, I started to look at it more closely, to find out what they actually believed—and slowly, little by little, I found myself agreeing at each step. I briefly flirted with Amyraldism along the way but eventually, thanks in large part to the boys at Reformed Forum and to R. C. Sproul and Ligonier Ministries, I moved from a premillennialist Arminian dispensationalism to an amillennialist Reformed covenant theology.
Well, personally, I do not believe that any man has the ability to choose to believe. I mean, how can someone choose to believe anything?
I choose to believe that my wife loves me, even though everything in me broken by a traumatic childhood is always trying to convince me she doesn't. And that is analogous to my faith in God: I choose to believe that he loves me, because I choose to believe that his promises are more certain than my brokeness, a choice I make countless times each and every day because everything in me broken by sin is always trying to convince me otherwise.
The Spirit of God whispers in my soul, testifying to what scripture assures us about our Lord and Savior. I cling to those promises through daily confession and repentance, choosing to believe the truth in spite of the beguiling lies. I echo the words of that man who confessed to Jesus (Mark 9:24), "Lord, I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!" As Spurgeon said, once a man is blessed with even a little faith, he is soon conscious of the greatness of his unbelief.
I believe—and it is a choice I make every single day. The struggle is real.