I think your trying to see something you want. and not what really happened. if I am being honest here.
I answered.
I am not a morning person. it takes every ounce of energy for me to get out of be. I just want to roll over and go back to sleep (I have even broken an alarm clock because I could not get it to shut off)
that was my will. that was what I wanted to do.
so if I did what I desired. that is what I would have done.
please do not try to read any more into it. There is nothing to add..
Show the process by which you actually willed to get up and get going. Was there some motivation?
No, nevermind, I know you know there was a motivation, if not several motivations.
I have not said you desired nothing else. I haven't even said that if things were different you wouldn't DO something else. I haven't even said that to stay in bed is not your strongest prevailing desire. You decide to do the right thing, because you want the consequences of doing the right thing more, at that moment of choosing, than you want to do the wrong thing— whether it is peace between you and your wife, or groceries in the fridge, or the gratefulness of your dependents, or their simple well-being, or something else, or a combination of some or all of those. Even if it is mere habit, in which you don't see yourself wanting to do it, it is still wanting what you feel more comfortable or at peace with yourself, to do.
It isn't likely, even, that you chose to get up after considering all the alternatives, then choosing the best course, (whatever 'best' means, here). Speaking for myself, I'm used to getting up because it is what I do, like part of living and breathing. I am unable to stay in bed. But
when I get up, it is choosing to do so. And I do so because I want it more than I want to stay in bed. I do not attribute it to any noble motivation. I simply will feel better about myself if I get up. As I grow up (I'm only 69) I hope my motivation is that I want to get up IN CHRIST, and to the glory of God. And if I do so, that will be what I want, and I pray it becomes habit.
The ironic thing here, is that the question of 'want' or 'to prefer' or any number of similar words, is not the point. The question is whether or not one who is lost is able to choose anything that is truly self-less, and in no way corrupted by their heart of sin; and the related question, concerning the free will, even in the regenerated, and, maybe, specially in the regenerated, is whether it is truly autonomous, which implies, "not even motivated", or "entirely self-motivated". We have spent quite a long time on the HOW of choice, as it it proved anything concerning free will.
In the same way that you keep repeating that we do have actual choice, as though the fact of actual choice proved
free will, I keep saying that one is motivated to choose by causes, (which you claim not to deny), because that is mutually exclusive with
free will. But, it has been fun.