Jesus Let me in

[Agra Man]

I didn'y know where else to put this and it isn't a testimony persay but it something I have in my heart and need to express this in the best way I know how

This is to Jesus. I have waited for so long at the gates of your heart always slightly open but still very closed. It is a gate only you can allow me in and I have since my birth gone through more than what most should but when I met you I fell in love with you I didn't just give you my heart or becomed saved it was never about my faith or how strong I am in you Simply the beautiful love we had with each other.

I even began to suffer much more in so many ways completely unfair and ridiculiously constant for nearly ten years I have gone through with you not just for you but with you/

Even for from what I can tell most Christians don't know you like I have. I never knew why but you have from the instance I was saved always been supernaturally interactive it may be because of how I came to you when I actually felt dead inside my family had treated me in such a way I wondered what it was like to actually feel loved and cared about just for me I longed for the old days when I first came to my adopted family when we were an actual family.

But they treated me in a way where I had forgotten what this was like and I begged you to come into my heart just to feel cared about just to matter just to have a reason to exist just to not be alone anymore.

I was supercharged I never knew if it was real or just my imagination as I look back but I always say that it is as if a fire was inside me and all around me the life I felt the joy made me dance for you leap out of bed and dance for you.

To me at least you were always so much more than my savior more than salvation more than someone we read about in the bible you were real to me I was always so fascinated with you I wanted to really get to know you but in a selfish kind of way maybe even greedy but ut just speaks as to how much you mean to me and how much I want to know you.

I made a covanent of the hearts with you to me it was more than mere word more than A VOW OR AN AOTH BUT SOMETHING FROM THE DEEPEST UTTERMOST OF MY HEART AND WHEN i PROMISED YOU THAT IF YOU WOULD ALLOW ME TO IN THE END HAVE MY TREASURE THAT IS YOU YOURSELF BUT SO MUCH MORE AND DEEPER THAN WHAT ANYONE EVER KNEW EVEN THOSE IN HEAVEN WHICH IS UNDERSTANDABLY ASKING YOU OF THE GREATEST MOST insane thing of you, me a mere motal a mere human not even an angel would have the nerve to ask something of you as that and yet in my heart it was my song to you my hearts one mighty shout of everything I am and everything you are to me it was to me written in stone the moment we made this vow together that I would be your wondercard that I would simply be willing always waiting always listening always ready when he calls to act serve or whatever if I can only in return have this with him

But out of what I have come to know of you the father the holy spirit and you yourself Jesus it is for some reason you in particular I really want to know.


I have waited at the gates of your heart and my fascination with you is not from what you have done for me or anything except to best express it there is just something about you that makes me curious I don't even really know what it is but it makes me desperate for you to let me in.

I long so much Lord for you to finally let me in I want to know the true you I can't see it and I don't have it yet but there is so much more to you than ever dreamed and I know it goes beyond what we call understanding it is more like a unity a level of closeness where you and us are somehow one no longer two seperate beings soeaking to each other in prayer and in faith but a complete letting you in a utter surrender.

But even so I am curious of you I want to go deeper and know you as your person and study directly under you never leaving your feet..

Please Lord Jesus Let me in

 

[Manfred]

I didn'y know where else to put this and it isn't a testimony persay but it something I have in my heart and need to express this in the best way I know how

This is to Jesus. I have waited for so long at the gates of your heart always slightly open but still very closed. It is a gate only you can allow me in and I have since my birth gone through more than what most should but when I met you I fell in love with you I didn't just give you my heart or becomed saved it was never about my faith or how strong I am in you Simply the beautiful love we had with each other.

I even began to suffer much more in so many ways completely unfair and ridiculiously constant for nearly ten years I have gone through with you not just for you but with you/

Even for from what I can tell most Christians don't know you like I have. I never knew why but you have from the instance I was saved always been supernaturally interactive it may be because of how I came to you when I actually felt dead inside my family had treated me in such a way I wondered what it was like to actually feel loved and cared about just for me I longed for the old days when I first came to my adopted family when we were an actual family.

But they treated me in a way where I had forgotten what this was like and I begged you to come into my heart just to feel cared about just to matter just to have a reason to exist just to not be alone anymore.

I was supercharged I never knew if it was real or just my imagination as I look back but I always say that it is as if a fire was inside me and all around me the life I felt the joy made me dance for you leap out of bed and dance for you.

To me at least you were always so much more than my savior more than salvation more than someone we read about in the bible you were real to me I was always so fascinated with you I wanted to really get to know you but in a selfish kind of way maybe even greedy but ut just speaks as to how much you mean to me and how much I want to know you.

I made a covanent of the hearts with you to me it was more than mere word more than A VOW OR AN AOTH BUT SOMETHING FROM THE DEEPEST UTTERMOST OF MY HEART AND WHEN i PROMISED YOU THAT IF YOU WOULD ALLOW ME TO IN THE END HAVE MY TREASURE THAT IS YOU YOURSELF BUT SO MUCH MORE AND DEEPER THAN WHAT ANYONE EVER KNEW EVEN THOSE IN HEAVEN WHICH IS UNDERSTANDABLY ASKING YOU OF THE GREATEST MOST insane thing of you, me a mere motal a mere human not even an angel would have the nerve to ask something of you as that and yet in my heart it was my song to you my hearts one mighty shout of everything I am and everything you are to me it was to me written in stone the moment we made this vow together that I would be your wondercard that I would simply be willing always waiting always listening always ready when he calls to act serve or whatever if I can only in return have this with him

But out of what I have come to know of you the father the holy spirit and you yourself Jesus it is for some reason you in particular I really want to know.


I have waited at the gates of your heart and my fascination with you is not from what you have done for me or anything except to best express it there is just something about you that makes me curious I don't even really know what it is but it makes me desperate for you to let me in.

I long so much Lord for you to finally let me in I want to know the true you I can't see it and I don't have it yet but there is so much more to you than ever dreamed and I know it goes beyond what we call understanding it is more like a unity a level of closeness where you and us are somehow one no longer two seperate beings soeaking to each other in prayer and in faith but a complete letting you in a utter surrender.

But even so I am curious of you I want to go deeper and know you as your person and study directly under you never leaving your feet..

Please Lord Jesus Let me in

Why do you think/believe you have not been let "in"

Trying to understand your Theology.

 

[Agra Man]

Why do you think/believe you have not been let "in"

Trying to understand your Theology.

Because there is so much more to him than anyone imagined. Just with what he has let me in I have been thrown into a fascination of his mystery, the wonder of his person imagine seeing the universe all of it in an instant all the planets and stars galixies and unverses then imagine there are hundreds of thousands of universes all strung together the sheer vast number of it mpore than we can have a number for.

That is what he is like the depth and infinancy of his omnipresence is so vast and imaense the mere tiny speck of his presence that he allows us to expereince compared to the full glory of his person the mere fact wer can even exist when he appears or his presence fill us is only because he hold back


His personality his nature his smile alone will bring your heart to melt. If people really have a relationship with him if they really know him how could one not be so fascniated to know so much more? how can one get a taste of him and not long to dive deeper into his heart? believe me there is way more to him to us to the kingdom to his plan to all of this than we know and we can have him much more than what we have now but it requires one to be dead serious about him you have to really want to know him you have to be willing to dive into the unknown with him even if he takes you to the valley of death which believe me he will.

But in this unknown in the valley of death that is where he reveal to you his life and spirit that is where he takes you to a whole other realm and level with him it is not for the average believer you have to surrender utterly to him throwing away everything you think everything you believe becoming a blank slate for him to pain on.



we have to know him first and formost beforte we go into what everyone calls theology or doctrine what everyone says God is.

Ask yourself how serious am I about this? why am I a cChristian? what does it mean to be strong in him? and how badly do you actually want to know him?

Can you describe his nature? cvan you speak of his traits as a person can you speak of his smile can you speak of his laughter can you speak of whatr makes him sad what mnakes him laugh?

I have gotten a taste of all this just a mere taste and trust me what I am going to have with him is going leave everyone behind everyone who claims to know him who claims to have a relationship with him yet can't even speak of him like this are all going to miss out

many are unaware of what he is up to here he is calling us to a place with him we never dreamed a position with him make note of that word position.

I have no doubt that these things seem confusing to people but that is because the things I am speaking of is not what a normal believers knows.

This is a deeper realm with him the hidden treasures of the kingdom the deeper truth of truths butit is reserved only for those who who seek it with with their entire being.

It is the glory of God to conceal a thing, but the honor of kings is to search out a matter

 

[Manfred]

Because there is so much more to him than anyone imagined. Just with what he has let me in I have been thrown into a fascination of his mystery, the wonder of his person imagine seeing the universe all of it in an instant all the planets and stars galixies and unverses then imagine there are hundreds of thousands of universes all strung together the sheer vast number of it mpore than we can have a number for.

That is what he is like the depth and infinancy of his omnipresence is so vast and imaense the mere tiny speck of his presence that he allows us to expereince compared to the full glory of his person the mere fact wer can even exist when he appears or his presence fill us is only because he hold back


His personality his nature his smile alone will bring your heart to melt. If people really have a relationship with him if they really know him how could one not be so fascniated to know so much more? how can one get a taste of him and not long to dive deeper into his heart? believe me there is way more to him to us to the kingdom to his plan to all of this than we know and we can have him much more than what we have now but it requires one to be dead serious about him you have to really want to know him you have to be willing to dive into the unknown with him even if he takes you to the valley of death which believe me he will.

But in this unknown in the valley of death that is where he reveal to you his life and spirit that is where he takes you to a whole other realm and level with him it is not for the average believer you have to surrender utterly to him throwing away everything you think everything you believe becoming a blank slate for him to pain on.



we have to know him first and formost beforte we go into what everyone calls theology or doctrine what everyone says God is.

Ask yourself how serious am I about this? why am I a cChristian? what does it mean to be strong in him? and how badly do you actually want to know him?

Can you describe his nature? cvan you speak of his traits as a person can you speak of his smile can you speak of his laughter can you speak of whatr makes him sad what mnakes him laugh?

I have gotten a taste of all this just a mere taste and trust me what I am going to have with him is going leave everyone behind everyone who claims to know him who claims to have a relationship with him yet can't even speak of him like this are all going to miss out

many are unaware of what he is up to here he is calling us to a place with him we never dreamed a position with him make note of that word position.

I have no doubt that these things seem confusing to people but that is because the things I am speaking of is not what a normal believers knows.

This is a deeper realm with him the hidden treasures of the kingdom the deeper truth of truths butit is reserved only for those who who seek it with with their entire being.

It is the glory of God to conceal a thing, but the honor of kings is to search out a matter

Can you point me to scripture that supports anything you wrote here?

 

[Agra Man]

Can you point me to scripture that supports anything you wrote here?

Can you answer me this what does the holy spirit say to you?

 

[Manfred]

Can you answer me this what does the holy spirit say to you?

To not deviate from the scriptures but stay within the bounds of the revealed Word of God.

What about you?

 

[Agra Man]

To not deviate from the scriptures but stay within the bounds of the revealed Word of God.

What about you?

that the word of God is going to be unbound

 

[Manfred]

that the word of God is going to be unbound

That is dangerous and not the Spirit of God
God is immutable and His Word cannot be unbound. It goes against His Nature and Character.

1Pe 1:24 for “All flesh is like grass and all its glory like the flower of grass. The grass withers, and the flower falls,
1Pe 1:25 but the word of the Lord remains forever.” And this word is the good news that was preached to you.

Joh 1:1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.
Joh 1:2 He was in the beginning with God.

 

[Agra Man]

Man has bound him in what they call his word when all it is to many is text and ink. The evidence of you so called love for his word is how many so casually use it without reverence in all you your so called discussions and debates you read the word of God you don't listen to it, you hear the word of God you do not tune in to the frequency

And so since the written word will not reach he is going to send the Rhema instead it will begin as a small wave a single spark but it will start to catch flame

 

[Manfred]

Man has bound him in what they call his word when all it is to many is text and ink. The evidence of you so called love for his word is how many so casually use it without reverence in all you your so called discussions and debates you read the word of God you don't listen to it, you hear the word of God you do not tune in to the frequency

Sorry, but you don't know me. The Holy Spirit indwells me and He reveals the word of God.
I do not need to go outside the word of God to "hear" Him.

And so since the written word will not reach he is going to send the Rhema instead it will begin as a small wave a single spark but it will start to catch flame

So say many many cultists.
All leading to death.

Once you start going outside the Word of God, you become nothing but opinionated and trusting in self, and what you perceive is God.

 

[Agra Man]

Man bounds him by forgetting that he is not just the written word he is the living word. The word of God is the breath of life it is spoken first then written

You hear a word, you listen to a word it is a voice not a text.
The voice echoes through the written word but the frequency is never really tuned in

Do not forget the times we live in, did his word not say he was going to pour his spirit on all flesh? Did he not say that we would have dreams visionas and prophecy? Does scripture not say to not put down prophecy but to encourage it together?


Everyone has been waiting for what he is about to do with us I had no intention of coming on here doing all of this but I am a servant a mere vessel I obeyed and when I began I went into the shower where I am always at peace with God and reality changed his presence wasn't just there I was in him residing living in him this was the reality he and I were always wanting together

Then he began pouring his love in me and this love was one that I knew once I was able to get to the point where I could have it in much more abundance it is the kind that spreads all on it's own from inside you.

This love has yet to be seen trust me he called it Legendary love it is going to spread like a virus and things are going to change.

 

[Agra Man]

Lets just say he is about to finnish what he started

 

[Agra Man]

I understand if I am seeming loony or unbiblical but my friends I'm telling you be ready for something amazing and just be encouraged that is all.