Thanks for the welcomes.
As I get older, I find that I need the spell checker as much for sloppy typing as I do for poor spelling. Even with my two finger method of typing.
I was posting on forums about fifteen to twenty years ago. Mostly because of the studies that I had been buried in. My first church was a Pentecostal church. I had been invited by a family member and went there for about four years when I was young in my faith. Some things seemed off, and I wanted to test what they were teaching, but at the time, I wasn't biblically literate enough to test anything. That really bothered me. That church wasn't really teaching anything of substance so I began reading a John MacArthur sermon a day printed out from the library. I was listening to Alistair Begg a lot too. I had ordered many of his sermons on cassette tapes. Got a JMac study bible, too.
Finally, when I had some biblical understanding, nobody that I tried to reach at that church listened or cared to talk about it. Take that as a major red flag when people run from biblical discussions. That drove me to the forums even more. I wanted to test what I thought was right. Iron sharpens iron, right? So, at the forums at least there was some adult believers that I could talk to. It's hard to find that in todays world.
So at that same time, I was experiencing some major spiritual warfare, but I didn't have anyone to talk to about it. Pentecostals are supposed to be experts at these things the way that they talk about it, but the real warfare, they didn't really know too much about. The real warfare doesn't have the Pentecostal fireworks that they look for.
In a lot of ways, eventually, the forums started going kind of like my church was. I was trying to reach the same kind of people with no success. I learned a lot. I wanted to share what I learned and learn more. It didn't seem to do any good. I guess that I wasn't ready for the idolatry. I often wonder If I do the same thing and am not able to see it in myself. Anyways, in my whole life, I kind of stepped off the planet for a while, so to speak, and am just now beginning to re enter the race. This seems to be a pattern, I'm noticing, that God does with people. Not that I'm anyone special, but like Moses, or something. I needed to become a sheep herder in the mountains for a while.
Maybe some good will come from this mess yet. It's good to talk to believers again.
Dave